He's pacing, because the tiny room is like a cell and Spoon doesn't do well locked up. Not even years later. "Y'family. Don't even know you're a Slayer, do they? Going to be ready if sommat comes after you for revenge? I am not defending her. Wouldn't ever. Wouldn't mind if she was miserable every damn day of the rest of her life.

"But I love you. You're me Jordie, me favourite Slayer, and always have been, an' you're letting her eat you up. She's already been more important than being a Slayer, how much more of your life are you going to let her take away, if this thing doesn't go how you want?"